I had crossed the country with a suitcase full of gifts and a quiet kind of hope I hadn’t allowed myself to feel in a long time.
I thought this would finally be the visit.
The one we had talked about for years in half-promises and “soon” plans that never quite happened. When Nick told me, “Mom, you can come anytime,” something in his voice felt different. Real, maybe. Or maybe I just wanted it to be.
So I chose a weekend. I booked early. I called to confirm. I packed carefully—more carefully than I wanted to admit. Small things for the children. A stuffed rabbit for Emma. Puzzle books and toy cars for the boys. And a blue dress—simple, but chosen with intention. I wanted to look like I belonged in my son’s home.
The Uber driver glanced at my suitcase in the mirror and smiled. “Big family visit?”
“I hope so,” I said.
