THE GEOGRAPHY OF SUBMISSION
I have always known my husband, Jake, was a “mama’s boy,” but that term is too soft for the reality. He didn’t just love Lorraine; he was tethered to her by a psychological umbilical cord that had never been cut. When her name flashed on his phone, his posture changed. He would straighten his back and lower his voice, appearing as a man who was perpetually waiting for a reprimand.
For six years, our marriage survived on a simple buffer: two hours of highway. We lived in our town; Lorraine stayed in hers. Geography was the only boundary Jake was capable of maintaining.
Lorraine’s occasional visits were surgical strikes. She would step through the front door, and her eyes would begin a high-definition scan for flaws. She would tap a loose cabinet hinge with a manicured nail and sigh, “Dust settles when a woman isn’t paying attention.” She would look at my outfit and murmur, “I see you’re still supporting Goodwill. How charitable.” Jake would always laugh—that nervous, thin sound that signaled his total surrender.
THE EXILE TO THE HIGHWAY
“I’ll be in your town for a full week,” Lorraine announced over the kitchen speakerphone. “Business meetings. I’ll be staying with you, of course.”
My stomach dropped into a cold pit. A week of her spiteful barbs was a marathon I wasn’t prepared to run. But then, the true horror surfaced.