We signed the papers in the morning—fifty years dissolved in a few strokes of a pen—and our lawyer suggested coffee to mark the end of something we’d once believed would never end. It was civil, almost gentle, until the menus arrived and Charles, out of pure habit, told the waiter what I’d have.
Something inside me tore.
“This is exactly why I never want to be with you,” I said, louder than I meant to, and walked straight out into the bright, indifferent day.
I ignored his calls all night. The phone finally rang again, and I snapped before I could help myself. “If he asked you to call me—”
“It’s not that,” our lawyer said softly. “He collapsed after you left. A stroke. He’s in the ICU.”
I was out the door before the call ended.
Twenty minutes later, fluorescent lights and antiseptic air. He looked small in that bed, pale and adrift, with machines breathing measured metronomes at his side. Priya—my stepdaughter—stood guard, mascara smudged. “I didn’t know who else to call,” she whispered.
I sat with him. I came back the next day, and the next. Not because I owed him, but because something in me opened—a quiet ache where the anger had been. I rubbed lotion into his hands like I had for decades, read aloud from the paper, filled the silence with the ordinary details of a shared life. I told him the truth, too.
“I left because I couldn’t breathe, Charles. You didn’t listen. I stopped talking. That’s on both of us.”
On the sixth day, while I was clowning through the classifieds—“Roommate wanted, must enjoy jazz and too much garlic; sounds like your type”—he made a sound. A thin groan. His eyes shifted under heavy lids, then found me.
“Mina?”
“It’s me.”
“I thought you were done with me.”
“I was,” I said. “That doesn’t mean I stopped caring.”
He managed a crooked smile. “Figures you’d come back when I’m helpless.”