I was sitting on my late son\u2019s bed with his blue camp shirt pressed to my face when the phone rang.<\/p>\n
It still smelled faintly like him.<\/p>\n
That was what grief had turned me into\u2014a mother sitting in a room full of sneakers, schoolbooks, baseball cards, and silence, trying to breathe in whatever was left of her child.<\/p>\n
Owen had been gone for weeks, but his room still looked like he might come back any second. His hoodie was thrown over the chair. His math notebook sat open on the desk. One of his wooden shop-class projects hung crookedly near the window.<\/p>\n
Some mornings, I still saw him in the kitchen, flipping pancakes too high and laughing when they landed half on the stove. That was the last morning I saw him alive.<\/p>\n
He had been fighting cancer for two years, but we believed he was going to beat it. We had built our whole future around that belief.<\/p>\n
Then the lake took him.<\/p>\n
He had gone with my husband, Charlie, and a few friends to the lake house. A storm rolled in too fast. The current pulled him under. Search teams looked for days and found nothing.<\/p>\n
No body.<\/p>\n
No goodbye.<\/p>\n
Just the cruel kind of grief that never feels finished.<\/p>\n
The phone kept ringing until I finally looked at the screen.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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